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I got a hard time dealing with my pain.
I usually push it away, goes in to chock and ignored it.
I was so happy just some hours ago.
My life couldn't have been more prefect.
But as always:
Bad things will always wait around the corner
ready to hit me in the face.
My mood, heart and everything
just crashed about 2 hours ago.
Cause it was 2 hours ago Lulu told me about Christine.
Those two are my closest in-game friends in grand fantasia,
I hold them close to my heart for that.
We've been skyping and they both have made me laugh several times.
Christine won't make it til Christmas.
She won't survive.
And I don't know how to react to it.
What am I suppose to do..?
I don't want to lose her and knowing that I can't do anything to stop t all...
it kills me..
But I'm happy that I got a wonderful boyfriend, family and
friends to help me through this..<3
I will try and do my best for Christine,
cause she deserves the best after all she've been through.
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