Wednesday 21 December 2011 photo 1/1
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Dont know...
Today, I have been on the verge of crying/cried even public, but hid it far, not used to cry like that. Im depressed, confused and stressed.
Don't know what to do, seems like I lost myself, and all control over my life and myself. Not sure of anything anymore.
I feel alone and frozen too, nothing I can do about that.
I............................................................................................(won't tell what these dots means if u guess and is correct, I bet u would be a good friend or know me very well, but dont think anyone can guess that part)
Should have packed bag/bags for netherlands, but don't know how because of some stuff, Ozzy has seem to be unreachable, need her to know this stuff I don't know/ is unsure off.
Should also have cleaned my room, but meeh now its to late I guess, dont wanna wake ppl up, its enough that mom is already mad at me.
and nothing or noone can help me out of this, any of this. I don't know what to do, or how to do, or what to say. This world is confusing and strange.
I think Im going to be reading lots more than I did before.
Today (wednesday) Im going first to School for a fun thing ((If I can super pack and super clean my room before 7:00 that is))
Then off to Ozzy, be there until friday and off to Netherlands. Good to not have school sweden or family closeby but.............................................((see earlier dot explanation for this))
Sorry for weird, depressed, confused and strange text.
Annons
Camera info
Camera Canon EOS 1000D
Focal length 18 mm
Aperture f/3.5
Shutter 1/5 s
ISO 800
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