13 May 2007
Maria, kan vi inte åka dit ?
I've got a heart full of pain head full of stress
Hand full of anger held in my chest
And everything left is a waste of time
Trying not to break but I'm so tired of this deceit
Every time I try to make myself get back upon my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the tiring time between
And how trying to put my tr
Take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
'Cause I swear for the last time
I won't trust myself with you
Memories consume like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume, I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone
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