Sunday 1 May 2011 photo 1/1
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I know, I've been there.
I have seen so many things. I've been through so much shit.
anyway, I'll do as I do.
I failed, was forgiven, but failed again .. I got a second chance, but a third?
I had everything I ever needed. maybe a little bit more .. but as always, I'll fuck it up. invent excuses, find the lies, and be someone I'm not. I thought that I was better than everyone else, that I could do what the hell I wanted to. I did not realize what I had before I had lost it. I just wished that there was a revind button. so I could make it undone, then everything would be much better. and I could go on. I could be happy ..
but I must blame myself, I have put all my cards, and not have any left ..
just bite the bullet and keep fighting!
until the last breath!
Annons