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Day 5 — Your dreams
If you met me one year ago, you'd see that I had a lot of dreams.
I had a goal and I was chasing it with confidence.
I've always been that kinda person.
I've always wanted to be better than everyone else.
Because I have always wanted to show those people that treated me bad, everyone who ever hurt me, that I was better than any of them.
That was my light. That's why I, what ever happened to me, still kept going.
Now, on the other hand,
I've let go of all my dreams.
I can't even understand what they were.
And those that I actually do remember I cannot understand.
I can't understand why I'd want that.
Or what would make me keep going to recieve it.
It's just not the same.
If you step on me now,
If you hurt me now,
I'll break.
I'm that fragile.
How did that happen?
I'm not sure.
But one thing is for sure,
Those people who hurt me finally got to me.
Okay, I get it, I get it. I'm awful.
I'm not as good as I once thought.
But, I hope that even if this is true,
That I can find my dreams again.
Because it sure was funnier with all that confidence.
Right now I'm not sure what my dreams are.
I don't really have one.
Nothing that no one else is hoping for their future..
You know, find love, have children, happiness..
I'm so lost.
Annons
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CaelumNoctis
Tue 10 Jan 2012 08:20
Sluta inte se uppåt, bara. Jag vet hur det är att vandra i mörker, tro mig. Tid finns det gott om, fortsätt bara att se framåt, och försök så gott du kan att inte se förbi allt som händer dig. Ta tag i det, på ett eller annat sätt. (Jag valde ett gymnasium i Sundsvall (10 mil från där jag bor) för att "gömma" att jag inte ville gå på gymnasiet i stan, för att jag inte mådde bra med det folket... :c)
Anonymous
Sun 8 Jan 2012 23:50
<:C i really hope you get back on track buddy<3 don't ever let anyone try to decide what you will do with your future. ever.
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