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Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Dear "person that caused me lots of pain",
The worst thing is that you promised me you'd help me.
Well, I'm not gonna deny it. Because you DID help me. In one way.
In many ways.
But I could never imagine how much pain I had to suffer just by following you.
Was it worth it?
I think so, actually.
But you know what?
One day I'll realize
That I was better than this all along
The way you treated me
Wasn't right anywhere
One day I'll be strong and leave you behind
Because the scars you've left on my body and soul
Won't ever disappear.
So much I've sacrificed for you.
I would be okay with it if it was just myself that you hurt,
But how dare you hurt the ones I love?
I won't ever forget the pain I saw in their eyes
It was more painful that anything you've put me through
For their sake I'll get rid of you someday
Someday when I'm ready
One day I'll realize it wasn't worth the tears
And that I will no longer let you affect me that way
Because one day I'll leave you behind and I won't ever come back to you.
Then I'll be the one that's gonna be laughing.
While you sit there, pleading me to stay.
I'll just laugh you in the face and walk off.
Yeah, that's how I want it.
Someday.
Annons