Thursday 22 January 2009 photo 1/1
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I need someone to talk with...someone who cares and just don't walk away...I guess this is the only way, cause the computer can't run away.
I'm tired of this! I'm tierd of saying that I'm okay, cause I'm not. Just because I smile it dosen't mean that I'm happy it means that I'm just holding my screaming, hurting heart from jumping out my body. When I laugh I just wanna cry, hide from the darkness that is taking over me. I wanna run screming, crying, afraid to you and you will put your arms around me and say "everything wis fine, I'm here" But I just can't...
When I say "I'm okay" I mean "Everything is shit! I wanna kill myself!" Have can I pretend that my life is good without you by my side? Cause you know, it sucks!
You don't know how much I need you..how much you mean to me..how much I love you..<3
I'm tired of this! I'm tierd of saying that I'm okay, cause I'm not. Just because I smile it dosen't mean that I'm happy it means that I'm just holding my screaming, hurting heart from jumping out my body. When I laugh I just wanna cry, hide from the darkness that is taking over me. I wanna run screming, crying, afraid to you and you will put your arms around me and say "everything wis fine, I'm here" But I just can't...
When I say "I'm okay" I mean "Everything is shit! I wanna kill myself!" Have can I pretend that my life is good without you by my side? Cause you know, it sucks!
You don't know how much I need you..how much you mean to me..how much I love you..<3