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Being one or two or a pair, thats a good question
Each time i try become a pair i fail, then i loose a two
Each time i try make a two, then ill become a one
Noone might not even understand that gibberlish but i dont care, im a one wich seeks for a pair but always i fail. Im pretty tired of failing, i'd wish i could suceed sometime but it feels so far away. I thought i had changed so i might had a chance to make a pair, then someother one comes in and takes the chance. I fail, again.
My future got destroyed today, i wasnt allowed to enter the world i wanted and then i lost a better world. So im back in the old bad world wich i always has lived in. As a wrote earlier this day;
"Al these hard questions
Al the missing answers
Al these thinking
Al of my own foolines"
I just finds myself wanting to die, but i have promised not to, but even if i was allowed to i wouldnt be able to make it. And al this because of one feeling wich i havn't fellt for years wich i hungers for more, more and more. It feels like im trying to drink sand, and havn't yet found out that it will make my throat more and more dry. Its called love, and even though i love it, i fucking hate it.
I want an end, wich will make me happy for once. Everything just goes bad and i want something good.
I got told that people wich has bad luck in card games usually have luck in love, but i have noticed that i got bad luck in both. Or so is it my skills wich is bad. Whatever it is it makes me feel bad.
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Olifant
Sat 12 Apr 2008 14:01
Fin pojke, ledsam text. men jag tycker om att spela kort med dig så därför tycker vi snart får göra det igen och så tycker jag att glada texter också kan vara fina och att du borde ägna dig lite mer åt sådana.
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