peoplewish something and get it when time comes. The luck factor (I believeit comes when preparation meets opportunity!!!) also comes into playgetting those dreams come true.

How long?
Will it last forever?
If I get something, will it be with me forever?
Does it depend on the wish I make or the dream I have seen?

May be. May be not.

But one thing is for sure that loosing something always hurt. Why?Because there might have lot of effort before getting it. Also becauseof importance of that thing for people who get something easily or callit “by chance" (although I feel that reward would have come certainlydue to his/her direct or indirect effort sometime in the past).Whatever may be the case, but after getting it there is a feeling ofcelebrating moment like being on the top of the Eiffel Tower to showthat “Yes, I did it" with a hand pointing to the world.

The tower disappears when I loose!! It feels like someone has pulled the

base where I am standing. Like someone has choked the throat or blockedthe air around the nostril. Leaving me as if I am alone in the seawithout any bank. At that moment, I want to be like a patch of cloudbeing carried away by wind to high in the sky.

Thinking all the time “Why I got?"
Is it that I didn’t deserve that or
I had not done justice to what I got.

I will do the full justice next time. I will not let it go next time. I will do the best I can….

But for the time being it’s gone….

Annons

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April 2011