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I had a mental breakdown today..
I thought about suicide for a while..
I sat there on that stool..
But I saw and smiled to someone..
She smiled back to me..
We threw those balloons to eachother and smiled..
She didn't see my pain..
I wouldn't let her..
When she went, I got quite..
No one threw balloons to me anymore..
Well not so that I noticed..
I got more and more withdrawn..
In the end, I rushed outside..
I couldn't stay anymore..
My fever went down and my illness died..
I stood there and thought about what the others would think..
I didn't tell them why..
They sat in there and had fun..
They didn't need me in there..
I wanted to go home..
But a friend persuaded me not to..
That is the view I had on that party..
Big fun, is it not?
Somehow, that was the best party I've ever been to.....
I thought about suicide for a while..
I sat there on that stool..
But I saw and smiled to someone..
She smiled back to me..
We threw those balloons to eachother and smiled..
She didn't see my pain..
I wouldn't let her..
When she went, I got quite..
No one threw balloons to me anymore..
Well not so that I noticed..
I got more and more withdrawn..
In the end, I rushed outside..
I couldn't stay anymore..
My fever went down and my illness died..
I stood there and thought about what the others would think..
I didn't tell them why..
They sat in there and had fun..
They didn't need me in there..
I wanted to go home..
But a friend persuaded me not to..
That is the view I had on that party..
Big fun, is it not?
Somehow, that was the best party I've ever been to.....
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