Monday 26 July 2010 photo 2/2
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- Another Happy Day -
I'm thinking ...
I'm falling ...
I'm trying ...
I'm failing ...
I'm alive ...
I'm dieing ...
I'm awake ...
I can see now, what I used to not...
I can hear now, what I felt before ...
I can feel now, what I used to see ...
I can do now, what I used to hear ...
Who am I?
What am I?
I'm but a shadow of a memory that once served a purpose ...
Another year today, and still life remains pointless ...
I'm supposed to be happy today...
What is happiness?
How do I feel it?
Hear it?
Touch it?
See it?
No, I suppose none of these can be used to define it ...
I can but imagine, what it would be like ...
Nothing to worry about ...
Nothing to feel down about ...
Nothing to cry about ...
Just, silence ...
And peace ...
I've forgotten that feeling ...
When everything feels alright ...
When you have a sense of belonging in the world ...
A world now distant to me ...
I put on my smile every morning ...
I do not wish to worry those around me ...
It's funny how they don't see me falling ...
Drowning myself in my own sorrow ...
It's pitiful, that they do not realise ...
That I no longer feel alive ...
I'm empty, hollow, bare ...
I'm but only a darkness ...
An abberation of life ...
Pointless ...
Beyond words ...
Failed ...
Flawed ...
And broken ...
I can't heal, I can't mend ...
I can't be repaired, I can't be fixed ...
I'm beyond such things ...
The times for those, has long since passed ...
I'm no more ...
For I am broken at my very core ...
Andreas Holmkvist, 2010 - 07 -26
Annons
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