If it only was easy
she would let him go

"To hell with the feelings", She said but still felt the heart race in her chest when he texted her. But what happened when he stopped? If he didn't realize that he had to text her to keep her heart beating? Stopped talking to her, 'cause he though that she didn't need him. And what if he didn't need her?
"I need you", she whispered to the roof when she went to sleep but couldn't close her eyes. Neither could she see, cause her eyes were filled with tears.
But he would return when he felt lonely, when no one else wanted him like that way he didn't want her. She would be happy again but even more broken when he did it again.
When he do it again, she will be gone and the torture have stopped.
She maybe found another to love who loves her back, and he will be alone like her.
Years will pass and he will be lonely, walk from girl to girl.
But She will be loved.
She held on to one but she knows that everytimes she sees that one boy, her heart will race and she will think back at the messages that kept her awake all night when no one else cared.
Cause instead of slowly letting him go, she buried the feelings deep down and he will always be loved. Just like her. And just by her.

Annons

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March 2013