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I'm scared...
I'm so fucking terribly scared...
Because, every time I get close to anyone,
I end up getting hurt.
Why?
Why is it that way?
The few times I've allowed myself to love,
I ended up with so many scars I can no longer count them.
They are so many, and even if it scares me,
I know I will recieve more.
I can't trust anyone anymore,
Just because of the fact that I am so scared,
Of getting hurt again, and this time,
It will be so deep that I will take my life...
Please, can't someone just save me,
Embrace me and tell me that everything will be better.
All my life I've been a shoulder to cry on,
But now,
I can't do it anymore,
I, myself, need a shoulder to cry on,
But where can I find it...?
Can't someone catch me before I fall...?
I'm so fucking terribly scared...
Because, every time I get close to anyone,
I end up getting hurt.
Why?
Why is it that way?
The few times I've allowed myself to love,
I ended up with so many scars I can no longer count them.
They are so many, and even if it scares me,
I know I will recieve more.
I can't trust anyone anymore,
Just because of the fact that I am so scared,
Of getting hurt again, and this time,
It will be so deep that I will take my life...
Please, can't someone just save me,
Embrace me and tell me that everything will be better.
All my life I've been a shoulder to cry on,
But now,
I can't do it anymore,
I, myself, need a shoulder to cry on,
But where can I find it...?
Can't someone catch me before I fall...?