december
söndag 5 december 2010 bild 1/1
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Its better this way, that's what I keep telling myself. everything is going to be fine, just wait and see. I'll be happier this way, without you.
It's better to forget now, move on and leave the past behind.
It's okay to be scared and it's okay to feel sad, But I wont let this get the best of me, It's better this way. at least that what I keep telling myself.
At least I have some faithful people that I can trust, At least I have some love left to give and I know I have love out there to receive. so I erased that special person from my life so I can survive. its better this way...
I just wish it would be easier, less painful and less depressing, But I guess love is that way when its broken. I guess this is gonna take some time.
But I know I'll get there, I know I will.
because already now im starting to love again, right now im feeling the most pain over the fact that the person i feel this love for is do far away.
But i'll be fine, just you wait and see.
I guess I just need to get my heart back in one piece and let this new love heal me up like the healer he is. this might not come as a surprise but i think im going the right way. its a long road but im not walking alone. I have the best of friends and many people behind me at all times. this next year is gonna be the best of all the way I see it..
Im gonna be fine, just you wait and see.
And Im not sure why i write in English, Its just the way my mind works. since im thinking in English the words just roll down to my fingertips.
Hope you're all just as clear in the head as I am.
Hope you all will come to realise that life aint that bad even when its shit. there is always someone who is there and loves you even if they remain in the shadows until the day they can face the light of your smile and the love you have to give, People are just as scared as you are, dont forget that.
i'll try to be more active, but i wont promise anything since World of Warcraft cataclysm has its release on tuesday the 7th.
see you all in the light.
Peace out!
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