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My heart is beating so fast, I don't know what to do.. With so many let-downs I don't even know who to talk to anymore. People are being so very dumb and selfish.. If I could have it my way, I'd be long gone from here. I would be in the states, hanging out with my cousins. I would be in spain drinking wine. I would be in moscow, standing in the red square freezing, and LOVING every second of it. I would be in Italy argueing with a random Italian about why soccer isn't a real sport, why porsche is better then ferrari and why swedish "turk-made" pizzas are better then theirs.. And even though we can't understand eachother, it would still bring more reality to my life then this place does. Sad but true.. hmph.. Such a good song, so many ripoff bands thinking they can restore metallicas music.. Bands like takida and nickleback, trying to make a new sound based on someone elses music.. Hey! Here's a thought! MAKE SOMETHING NEW. Make a new GENRE of music. The world needs something NEW.. So many stupid issues.. Take oil companies for instance. In this very moment we, the human race, could abandon ALL fuel driven engines. Every chunk of coal, every mili liter of gas and every molycule of uranium could be thrown in the trash. The reason this doesn't happen is cause the very same companies that own the fuel industries, own the rights for electric cars and generators. And since they make so much money on fuel, and because they would not profit ANYTHING by making this switch, NOTHING will happen. We are stuck in this dark age. We are KILLING this planet and we HAVE the tools and the technology to turn away from fuel-based energy.. but since no one makes money off of this "little" project, no one will. We are so fucking sick, and I'm sick of it. I don't even have time to be sick of it. With the homework, friends and the fact that I realized I gotta move out and become a "man" soon is overloading my brain. With all the troubles in the world, this country, this town, this apartment.. my very home.. I still can't get this one big thought out of my head. This constant tingling in my belly. This sickness that makes me do and say stupid thing. It's called Love. And I don't know if i should hate it or embrace it.. Put it on the line to be balanced. She probably doesn't like me anyways, so why even bother. Maybe I should just kill myself.. or is that to cliché? I could FAKE my death to see who would cry the most, then jump out and say "BOOGIE BOOO!!" Hehe.. I'm a sick fuck ain't I? No I would never do any of those things. It would destroy my close ones, and i wouldn't want that to happen.
Maybe.. Just maybe, with all said and done, I turn out alright.. And hopefully you do to.
<3
ps. If you actually read all of that, maybe next time you could understand me.. But then again, a gemini is not supposed to be understood. Peace
Hold your breath
Start reading
My heart is beating so fast, I don't know what to do.. With so many let-downs I don't even know who to talk to anymore. People are being so very dumb and selfish.. If I could have it my way, I'd be long gone from here. I would be in the states, hanging out with my cousins. I would be in spain drinking wine. I would be in moscow, standing in the red square freezing, and LOVING every second of it. I would be in Italy argueing with a random Italian about why soccer isn't a real sport, why porsche is better then ferrari and why swedish "turk-made" pizzas are better then theirs.. And even though we can't understand eachother, it would still bring more reality to my life then this place does. Sad but true.. hmph.. Such a good song, so many ripoff bands thinking they can restore metallicas music.. Bands like takida and nickleback, trying to make a new sound based on someone elses music.. Hey! Here's a thought! MAKE SOMETHING NEW. Make a new GENRE of music. The world needs something NEW.. So many stupid issues.. Take oil companies for instance. In this very moment we, the human race, could abandon ALL fuel driven engines. Every chunk of coal, every mili liter of gas and every molycule of uranium could be thrown in the trash. The reason this doesn't happen is cause the very same companies that own the fuel industries, own the rights for electric cars and generators. And since they make so much money on fuel, and because they would not profit ANYTHING by making this switch, NOTHING will happen. We are stuck in this dark age. We are KILLING this planet and we HAVE the tools and the technology to turn away from fuel-based energy.. but since no one makes money off of this "little" project, no one will. We are so fucking sick, and I'm sick of it. I don't even have time to be sick of it. With the homework, friends and the fact that I realized I gotta move out and become a "man" soon is overloading my brain. With all the troubles in the world, this country, this town, this apartment.. my very home.. I still can't get this one big thought out of my head. This constant tingling in my belly. This sickness that makes me do and say stupid thing. It's called Love. And I don't know if i should hate it or embrace it.. Put it on the line to be balanced. She probably doesn't like me anyways, so why even bother. Maybe I should just kill myself.. or is that to cliché? I could FAKE my death to see who would cry the most, then jump out and say "BOOGIE BOOO!!" Hehe.. I'm a sick fuck ain't I? No I would never do any of those things. It would destroy my close ones, and i wouldn't want that to happen.
Maybe.. Just maybe, with all said and done, I turn out alright.. And hopefully you do to.
<3
ps. If you actually read all of that, maybe next time you could understand me.. But then again, a gemini is not supposed to be understood. Peace
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