Wednesday 29 April 2009 photo 1/1
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For the love of god, what happened? Everything was surreal and just by a piece of paper I lost my perception of reality, and my former state of mind vanished in a hurricane of thoughts and floating symbols. Lost within myself I sat there, smoked cigarette after cigarette, trying to remember what really happened.
Nothing is lost, Nothing is lost.
This is the way it should be, but why? To actually enjoy the feeling of almost complete madness, chaos and destruction of the mind, numbness and uncomfortable feeling of my physical self, trying to stretch it away but the more I try the more I realize there's nothing to do about it, except to wait for it, to eventually disappear... But, when?
My thoughts are swirling, I can't hold the one thought before the next one invades my mind, and I glance beyond the floating horizon to spot a creature wich blinks at me, and with a heartly hello he disappears. I grow restless, for knowing that I've seen this creature before, but when? Is it that thing who actually started this? Is it he who I'm always craving to meet? or was it just another none-existing creature who I imagined I saw, just for the comforting feeling, that I actually saw or experienced something in this, now boring state of mind? Maybe I should've taken one more?
Nothing is lost, Nothing is lost.
This is the way it should be, but why? To actually enjoy the feeling of almost complete madness, chaos and destruction of the mind, numbness and uncomfortable feeling of my physical self, trying to stretch it away but the more I try the more I realize there's nothing to do about it, except to wait for it, to eventually disappear... But, when?
My thoughts are swirling, I can't hold the one thought before the next one invades my mind, and I glance beyond the floating horizon to spot a creature wich blinks at me, and with a heartly hello he disappears. I grow restless, for knowing that I've seen this creature before, but when? Is it that thing who actually started this? Is it he who I'm always craving to meet? or was it just another none-existing creature who I imagined I saw, just for the comforting feeling, that I actually saw or experienced something in this, now boring state of mind? Maybe I should've taken one more?
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