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Extremely scribbly and shitty vent art or something because I really can't deal with people's problems or people in general right now. Actually I feel like crying and screaming my throat raw...
How hard is it for people to understand that spontaneous behavior STRESSES ME THE FUCK OUT!?
Asking me if we can go and eat pizza in ten minutes after I just woke up and turned on my computer while making food for myself MAKES ME STRESSED and I feel extremely cold when I have to say no constantly because some people can't understand that I'm an introverted person and I don't deal with spontaneity like that very well. Even my MOM doesn't understand it sometimes and I go completelyazerbahijinSGHVG
And just now, when I was feeling happy, watching Supernatural and thought about making nutella cookies. Someone has to pop that bubble with their needle of problems and more importantly, WHINING.
Ok.
I wanna make it very clear that I care about you all! If you are my friend, you can bet someones ass I'll be there for you if you want me to! I always listen to my friends and I want you all to be happy <3
But right now. When I specifically feel a bit more sensitive than normally and have made that quite clear... Someone had to pretty much go all suicidal and 'I hate my life I don't get why I was born' ect on skype.
Yes. I get it, you have problems. I try to help to the best of my abilites to resolve shit and make you happy and listen and everything.
WHINE.
Ok, yes I don't know the meaning of life but blah blah *insert stuff here to explain my views*
WHIIIINE
Ok, what can I do to help?
WHIIIIIIIIIINE
Ok? You know, I'm not the best person right now to--
WHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINE
I just... Right now I can't deal with this shit! I go to a fucking therapist or whatever once a month to deal with MY OWN problems (prone to stress, trichotillomania, social incompetence, fucking sensitivity to everything in every way, POOR ABILITY TO CONCENTRATE PROPERLY ON THINGS, motivational issues and anxious thoughts among other things listed in my fucking diagnosis paper with Aspergers and ADD!)
I do not need your whining crap on me today.
I'M GONNA WATCH THIS SHIT AND BAKE MY FUCKING COOKIES AND YOU'RE NOT GONNA RUIN THOSE GODDAMN PLANS FOR ME!!!
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TL;DR
Some people refuse to acknowledge that I'm different and that I'm NOT GOOD with spontaneity. And I'm especially NOT good right now to throw suicidal shit over or constantly whine to. Believe it or not, I got some damn problems myself and right now I'm REALLY sensitive and I feel like shit over practically everything in my life OK...
Sorry about that. Or no, actually I'm not sorry to rant or vent on MY OWN dayviews. It doesn't happen often though, so I guess we got that...
I just hate everything right now. (If the picture didn't show that clearly enough...)
Isa out *falls down on bed*
Asking me if we can go and eat pizza in ten minutes after I just woke up and turned on my computer while making food for myself MAKES ME STRESSED and I feel extremely cold when I have to say no constantly because some people can't understand that I'm an introverted person and I don't deal with spontaneity like that very well. Even my MOM doesn't understand it sometimes and I go completelyazerbahijinSGHVG
Isa out *falls down on bed*
Annons
Snowfrost
Sun 7 Apr 2013 13:04
*hugs really tightly and refuses to let go, chasing away all the other bad people* <33333
Anonymous
Sun 7 Apr 2013 10:07
-hug- <3
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