Living without you is like living a life without air.

it's fucking impossible.

And although I do not show it, my heart completely crushed.

and nothing, absolutely nothing can replace you.

You may think I exaggerate, but I do not, he meant everything to me, he was my whole life, even though all the things happened, even though I was terrified of you, it was still you that I loved most of all.

everything was not good.

But we still have so many good memories together, memories I'll never forget, memories that will always have a place in my heart.

I know that I can visit you, and I am excited about, but it still feels wrong to meet with you.

To clap you, and know that you are not me, not being able to download the brushes and then saddle you as I always do, lead you out in the paddock and ride you.

But I can not anymore.

I promised you that there would always be us, but I'm sorry that did not happen,

I would sacrifice everything for you darling.

My whole life is yours, all my heart.

I swear it.

And I will not disappoint you again.

Therefore, I'll let you make new friends, new family, new people will love you.

But no one will love you as much as I did.

You can not describe how much mud meant to me,

and I'm sorry for everything bad I've done, everything I have exposed yourself to, and the pressure I put on you.

It was I who was stupid in his head and did things I would not be done, you were just four years but I thought 't that it would be like this, and I'm sorry about that shit.

But I'm still glad you did so, because otherwise I'd never taken that there was something wrong.

I have no regrets whatsoever that you did so anyway, otherwise it would of course be even worse.

I just want to say that you will have the largest part of my heart for all eternity.

Annons

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October 2010