Started to realize that I have walked the wrong way , for years now ..

When I finally did something to get over the first step so I fall back to square one.

All the sadness, all the hatred I carry around trying to make the best of it but lacked becoming increasingly bigger!

Thought I could restart my life, but was wrong .

only those few first weeks , I started with several things.

I did not really know where I was going , I was afraid barely knew or out !

Coming home after school, I knew what awaited me at home.

After all these years , I have called you Daddy. shit what was I thinking?

Sure, you're my father , but it does not change anything !

I want the least evil feel secure knowing that I can go home without waiting for them beaten scolding cars and everything else.

Ever since my childhood I have known , I 'm afraid.

really not bothered with , finding no hope and no one is listening.

many times I 've wanted to shout out everything I know , but will not make a sound.

I become speechless and feel lump in throat ..

Annons

September 2014