I am afraid

i love

but

no one loves me

i am afraid

i am a worthless piece of shit

a failure

everything i touch

i ruin

that which i have done

out of thoughtfulness

out of compassion

out of love

comes back to haunt me

eyes bore into me

asking

how do you dare

to think you could be human

to have feelings of warmth and tenderness

or to be allowed to express them

i am afraid

i am afraid because

i am alone

and tired

tired of passing through this existence

as an unseen spirit

alone

tired of being sick of heart

tired of my heart being a pain-filled void

tired of looking towards another sixteen years

alone and unloved

never worthy of being held

never worthy of being told, "I love you" or "I need you"

never mattering

i am afraid

--

God send me an angel to heal my broken heart,

and my tired soul. I was not meant to be alone

God please send me an angel to save me from my self

I am stuck in my own private hell locked up in this cell of loneliness

Send me an angel to wipe the tears from my eyes and to change my life

Annons

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BloodOnMyFloor Thu 1 Apr 2010 20:16

vill du prata? <33

Bern001 Fri 2 Apr 2010 09:30

finns inte så mycket att prata om :(

BloodOnMyFloor Wed 7 Apr 2010 11:37

ok, men du vet att jag finns

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July 2010