I hate the fact that I cried myself to sleep last night I hate the way I feel guilty everytime you're around I hate that we don't talk or laugh the way we did before I hate that I have to hide that I'm in love in a way I never dreamt of being I hate that you are mad of me for not chosing you - when you never really showed that you wanted more - I gave you lots of opportunities and you never took them I hate that you judges me for a choice I made - when you're not better yourself I hate the fact that none of you've taken time to listen to how I feel - this is hard for me to I hate the fact that I can't smile when you're around I hate that you makes me, to someone I'm not I hate that I can't do what I love doing I hate that I struggle to be good in the things I love and you just don't care about how you do I hate that I have to watch what I'm saying when you're around I hate that you don't want to see ous togheter I hate that I can't share my happiness with you

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