Tuesday 7 October 2008 photo 26/95
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Its all a lie...
Hopeless...!
There is nothing like it...
Ever...
It was always never there...
It was my imagination...?
Did I really belive it once?
Of course, it cannot be...!
This is the truth...
The nakedness...
The stealing...
The trechery...
There was never intention of making right...
The truth is that there is no truth..!
It was all a lie... They never intended for me to have it...
Are they watching... can they see me now? Giggling their senseless giggling, smiling their crooked smiles, breathing deeply as they laugh at my futile attempts to get what I have asked for...
Maybe...
They want me to crawl in the mud...?
They want me to suffer...
What does it mean?
Why cant they just... why cant they just.... why cant.... why...
GIVE ME MY INTERNET GODDAMMIT YOU BASTARDS! I ORDERED IT A MONTH AGO; WHAT THE HELL IS TAKING YOU?! INSTALL THAT BLOODY FIBRE CONVERTER AND GET IT OVER WITH! OR JUST GIVE THE DAMNED THING TO ME AND I'LL DO IT MYSELF, JUST GET IT DONE! I'M SICK OF WAITING, SICK OF BEING UNABLE TO SEARCH FOR JOBS PROPER, SICK OF LUGGING EVERYTHING THROUGH SOMEONE ELSES CONNECTION! I'M SO SICK OF IT!
GET MOVING!
...Nu känns det lite bättre... o_o *ringer bahnhof igen*
Did I really belive it once?
Of course, it cannot be...!
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Eftersom Zitius är så jefkla seeegaaaa!
(Acutally, Freud whould have said that its because you have a unhealthy sexual attraction to your mother from her giving you baths when you were a kid or somesuch. Freud was kind of predictable. -_- )
But I am calm now, I just felt like venting my feelings a bit... Despair and anger... And then I can become human again. o_o
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