Saturday 26 February 2011 photo 4/10
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This time I'm confused! I regret what has happened and wish it could happen in any other way. But I can not control anything. Tired of this world! Tired of all the pain you encounter. Why can not it be easy to be human for once? Why do you have to feel bad? Why should you feel tired? Who decides all this? It can hardly be any god of this world ... I really hope that something good happens soon everything you think is good or feel good disappear always out of the hands of one. There is no such thing as happiness in this world the only thing that there are times you can hide all the sorrow and pain that really rips one into pieces. Everything is lost, all is hell. The only thing you can do when you realize that you can not hide all the feelings you have that you do not show is to let them out only for a brief moment.
The shaft of light that you see that you are trying to reach is beyond reach.
The only true strength is being able to distinguish right from wrong and know when and what you can do to have the feelings that remain below the surface.
Time to find myself pushing aside any feelings for a while and enjoy the light.
Time to find myself pushing aside any feelings for a while and enjoy the light.
The light gets weaker each passing day. Every second feels horrible and I shall be a person who never fails anyone has betrayed myself ... This time, I can not pretend that all is well I know it may seem so but deep down I have an extreme pain that burns.
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