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har skrivit av mig massa på microsoft word...fett skönt
fått ut massa skit..
ringer snart carros familj och ber om ursäkt för last night, tackar för allt och tar farväl
hoppas du fortf vill komma ner och avsluta det vi hade så som det förtjänas att avslutas carolina. kommer alltid älska dig
Sista försöket
it feels like the last month I have been living in a lie
you hurted me so much, now all I wanna do is die
putting a gun in my mouth, blowing out my brain.
just to drop dead, to get rid of the pain
You have know idea how much I have ever loved you,
I would die for you, you say you would do the same for me too.
But all your actions shows the exact oposite.
You have know idea how much my life feels like shit.
The one i trusted the most, lied for me so many times
now im sitting here, crying, making up stupid rhymes.
I have no fucking idea why, maybe it will chase my pain away.
But all I feel is unhappy love and tears, day after day.
You said you loved me, more than anything else in the world
I trusted you, but you showed me the word "love" was just empty word.
The last half year have been like a living in a dream.
Everything was perfect, no pain nor no scream.
But now I sit here, wishing for death himself to put me to sleep
I fell in love with you, without knowing you could hurt me this deep.
It feels like I have been stabbed in the back,
If Im a coke addict, you are my heroincrack.
I was so sure that you would forever love me, no matter what
But now you showed your real you, dissing me for a rich brat.
Every second of our relationship I have loved you, and thats all true
I gave my all, but thats apperently not enough for you.
Im sorry my dad aint got a fortune hid under his madrass
Im sorry I aint rich, but, really, who gives a rats ass ?
Apperently you do, even though you say you love me.
But love is a million times more worth than money.
You have been raised up with presents instead of love from your parents.
I pity you for that, but thats no reason to look down on me like Im a pair of fucking ants.
I've been giving you all I could, I've been buying you presents i can hardly afford
But i never hesitated, because your happiness is worth more than everything in the world.
You learned me to open up my heart, to let people in
You taught me fix up my life, that ditching school was a sin.
I have always listened to every word you have said.
Maybe it dosent seems so, but now it feels you wish me to be dead
I cant really understand how you can feel that about me
It feels like Im blind and all I want to do is to see
You taught me some things now, but I doubt you realized it yet.
Just beacuse Im so young Im not mature enough to be treated with respect ?
In the beginning of our relationship you were suspicous as hell.
You claim the reason was you were afraid, and was living under a shell.
Then you probably realized that I did really love you,
I still feel that way, you know you mean ten more times to me than Kayo.
Two days in row I've been crying infront of people in school.
I feel so god damn weak, like Im an embarrasing fool.
You were the only one I could feel safe around.
Now I wanna just die, be forgotten and buried in the ground.
I really started to love your family.
your home was like a second home for me.
At new years eve I went down on one knee and popped the questions.
I was afriad, but love overcomes all fears.
I've never never been more happy, and now I would give my life up for bring those times back to me. You and me against the world it was. 2009 would be our year, your words. Engaged and more in love then ever. Everything was perfect.
Now you started hanging out with new people, which i think are fucking up your mind.
You just got rid of the one who will treat you better and love you more than anyone else in the whole world.
I never thought you would end our relationship like you did
dosent our time together mean anything ?
I cant live with myself if I give up without fighting.
You made me this strong
You made me the man I am today
And I have never been more proud of myself.
Never
fått ut massa skit..
ringer snart carros familj och ber om ursäkt för last night, tackar för allt och tar farväl
hoppas du fortf vill komma ner och avsluta det vi hade så som det förtjänas att avslutas carolina. kommer alltid älska dig
Sista försöket
you hurted me so much, now all I wanna do is die
putting a gun in my mouth, blowing out my brain.
just to drop dead, to get rid of the pain
You have know idea how much I have ever loved you,
I would die for you, you say you would do the same for me too.
But all your actions shows the exact oposite.
You have know idea how much my life feels like shit.
The one i trusted the most, lied for me so many times
now im sitting here, crying, making up stupid rhymes.
I have no fucking idea why, maybe it will chase my pain away.
But all I feel is unhappy love and tears, day after day.
You said you loved me, more than anything else in the world
I trusted you, but you showed me the word "love" was just empty word.
The last half year have been like a living in a dream.
Everything was perfect, no pain nor no scream.
But now I sit here, wishing for death himself to put me to sleep
I fell in love with you, without knowing you could hurt me this deep.
It feels like I have been stabbed in the back,
If Im a coke addict, you are my heroincrack.
I was so sure that you would forever love me, no matter what
But now you showed your real you, dissing me for a rich brat.
Every second of our relationship I have loved you, and thats all true
I gave my all, but thats apperently not enough for you.
Im sorry my dad aint got a fortune hid under his madrass
Im sorry I aint rich, but, really, who gives a rats ass ?
Apperently you do, even though you say you love me.
But love is a million times more worth than money.
You have been raised up with presents instead of love from your parents.
I pity you for that, but thats no reason to look down on me like Im a pair of fucking ants.
I've been giving you all I could, I've been buying you presents i can hardly afford
But i never hesitated, because your happiness is worth more than everything in the world.
You learned me to open up my heart, to let people in
You taught me fix up my life, that ditching school was a sin.
I have always listened to every word you have said.
Maybe it dosent seems so, but now it feels you wish me to be dead
I cant really understand how you can feel that about me
It feels like Im blind and all I want to do is to see
You taught me some things now, but I doubt you realized it yet.
Just beacuse Im so young Im not mature enough to be treated with respect ?
In the beginning of our relationship you were suspicous as hell.
You claim the reason was you were afraid, and was living under a shell.
Then you probably realized that I did really love you,
I still feel that way, you know you mean ten more times to me than Kayo.
Two days in row I've been crying infront of people in school.
I feel so god damn weak, like Im an embarrasing fool.
You were the only one I could feel safe around.
Now I wanna just die, be forgotten and buried in the ground.
I really started to love your family.
your home was like a second home for me.
At new years eve I went down on one knee and popped the questions.
I was afriad, but love overcomes all fears.
I've never never been more happy, and now I would give my life up for bring those times back to me. You and me against the world it was. 2009 would be our year, your words. Engaged and more in love then ever. Everything was perfect.
Now you started hanging out with new people, which i think are fucking up your mind.
You just got rid of the one who will treat you better and love you more than anyone else in the whole world.
I never thought you would end our relationship like you did
dosent our time together mean anything ?
I cant live with myself if I give up without fighting.
You made me this strong
You made me the man I am today
And I have never been more proud of myself.
Never
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