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här är del 5 i ''how they both felt'' Sasuke couldn’t believe it. The dobe, always babbling on about his dreams. Was gone. He just sat there, with an expressionless face, until. A hand reached up and he felt fingers touching his cheek. “Sasuke-teme…. There's no way… I'm ever gonna leave you like this…. I’m right here.” Sasukes eyes opened wide, and he slowly turned to look at Naruto. Naruto was smiling. It was a weak, small smile, but it was there. Not the “Up on and forward!”-smile, not the usual mask. No, Naruto was smiling a true, genuine smile. Sasuke just looked at Naruto while another tear rolled down his cheek. Naruto’s eyes weren’t red anymore. They were now sky-blue as always. “N… Naruto?” Sasuke didn’t know how to react. He sat there, totally frozen. Gently, he bent down and embraced Naruto and hugged him tightly. His body was moving on its own. He didn’t know why Naruto didn’t pull away, but he was glad he didn’t. Naruto slowly lifted his arms and placed them on Sasuke’s back. He never knew a hug could feel this warm. Even though it was raining. Even though he was still freezing. He wasn’t shaking anymore. Neither one said a word. They just appreciated the other one’s warmth. It seemed like an eternity to Sasuke, before Naruto spoke. But when he did, everything froze. “Sasuke… I’m…. Gomen ne, Sasuke…” Naruto’s hands slipped off Sasuke’s back and fell numb to the ground. “Wha? Naru…to?” Sasuke held Naruto out, and discovered that Naruto had fainted again. ~. Fuck... fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck!!!~ Sasuke mentally slapped himself for sitting still for so long. He almost dropped Naruto to the ground, and laid his cheek on his bare chest to feel. There was a heartbeat. But it was uncomfortably slow, and his breathing was irregular. “Stupid dobe.” Was all Sasuke could whisper before a lightning flashed in the sky, and soon after a thunder followed, and a cold breeze flew across the training ground where the two boys were. “Storm?!” Sasuke now recalled hearing Iruka talking to someone about a storm or something. “At a time like this? Fucking nice.” Sasuke picked Naruto up, and ran home with him, clutching him like a dying man to life.. If Naruto were to die in some way, Sasuke wouldn’t know what to do. To know, that the boy had been killed, by the village he loved so much, and swore to protect, Sasuke would be furious. If he would never be able to look at those blue eyes, his sun kissed skin and blond hair, then there was nothing holding him back from just running from konoha and search out his brother here and now, and kill him, or at least die trying. Yes, Uchiha Sasuke put above all the urge to avenge his family... but that was before he realized his feeling for the blond boy. Before he realized that Naruto, no matter how hard he tried to hide it, was just as afraid, sad and hurting as himself. They both suffer from others sins. Maybe that was the reason to his growing affection towards him. The feeling of Naruto understanding and caring for him. Or at least he hoped the blond liked him. At least as a friend. Anything else would be too much to ask for... Right? ... “Heh…” Sasuke smirked again.. First, Neji changes because of Naruto, to the better, and now he’s happier.. That Gaara guy changed too, or at least now he seems less maniac-ish.. And now, Sasuke had changed into a somehow romantic blabbering schizophrenic. Oh the irony of it all... If any of his fan girls somehow invented a machine to read his thoughts, then it would sure be able to scare away 1 or 325 fan girls away. Before he even considered yelling out his thoughts in front of a mob of his fan girls, he was home, and he ran through the open door, and put back Naruto on the futon. “Dobe. You better stay here this time, or I’ll tie your sorry ass to the floor.“ He looked at the wounds and bandages again, and decided to wait until Naruto was awake once again, to make him take a bath, and after that, he could bandage his wounds again. After making sure that Naruto wasn’t having a fever too high, yet, and that none of is bruises were too serious, he went to the kitchen to clear his mind and to make some tea. Luckily, Naruto’s ribcage was slowly starting to heal, but he would probably have to take him to Tsunade tomorrow, just to check up.. He was worried, though.. why wasn’t Kyuubi healing those wounds already? Normally, when the Kyuubi took over, Naruto’s wounds would heal over an instant, but he still had all the cuts. Also, he wanted to know what made Naruto so sad, all of a sudden. His smiles were all looking like they were forced upon his face, never really reaching his eyes like they used to. He was once again lost in his thoughts, so he almost jumped when Naruto groaned and tried to sit up. Sasuke quickly put the cups on the kitchen table, and rushed to his site to help him sit up without straining his ribcage. “… Sas..ke? … where am I? what happened?” His breathing was still a little unstable, so his words came out in puffs. Sasuke put his hand to the base of naruto’s neck to feel at the pulse. It was going rather fast, meaning that Naruto was probably light headed and feeling dizzy. “You are at my home… I will explain later, but more important, how do you feel?” Naruto swallowed, and breathed for a while, apparently trying to even his breath. “Not so well… I feel dizzy, and my body hurts all over..” “Hn, thought so.. Must be the blood loss and lack of proper nutrition.” Naruto slowly turned his head and pouted. “I eat fine, thank you! And… “ He paused, and suddenly looked sad. “What happened, really? I don’t remember anything after those people attacked me… “ *I knew it…* Sasuke thought immediately. “So someone –did- attack you.. man, you really are careless, huh?” Naruto didn’t know if it was because he was imaginating things, nor if it was because of his dizziness, but Sasuke’s voice had tenderness in it.. Unlike when they argued whenever they were with Sakura or Kakashi-sensei. “… “ Sasuke looked at Naruto, worried. *why does he always become silent when someone begin to speak about things like this? He closes his eyes, and smile weakly… he hides behind his mask.. *
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