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Those white feathers.. will be wings on my back one day.
Wings of freedom.
Wings that will take me to the sky, to my final embrace.
But until then, I will have my dream fantasy of you.. Until then, I will keep gaze at the sky and long for those wings. I will always look at the sky.. because when I look at the sky, I look right into your sky blue eyes.
The sky is what keeps me believing. It's makes me feel connected with you. If there really are many worlds, but share the same sky, I hope you somewhere far away can look up at the sky and connect with me.
I am not afraid of dying.. but I don't want to lose my life. It almost sounds the same.. but there is a difference. I might cherish my white wings in the sky more than life, but I don't want to lose it. I don't want to miss out on anything. I.. want to be a part of my life. Even if I long for being able to fly among the clouds.
.. I wonder if I will meet you there..? Will I be able to belong where you are then? Or will I only be able to see you from above? Or.. will I forget everything? I'd rather live a whole life full of pain and agony than forget everything. I don't want to forget you. I don't want to wait for you and after my last breath forget you. Without you, I am not me. I would not adore the sky, I would not care for it. Forgetting you would change everything. My feelings, my thoughts. Me. If sorrow is the price for my thoughts and feelings.. Then I love it.
But something changed today.
I did not feel the sorrow so much like I use to. It is there, deep down in my chest, but today when I looked at the sky I felt something else too.
A little more left from my chest I could feel you, existing in my heart.
Wings of freedom.
Wings that will take me to the sky, to my final embrace.
But until then, I will have my dream fantasy of you.. Until then, I will keep gaze at the sky and long for those wings. I will always look at the sky.. because when I look at the sky, I look right into your sky blue eyes.
The sky is what keeps me believing. It's makes me feel connected with you. If there really are many worlds, but share the same sky, I hope you somewhere far away can look up at the sky and connect with me.
I am not afraid of dying.. but I don't want to lose my life. It almost sounds the same.. but there is a difference. I might cherish my white wings in the sky more than life, but I don't want to lose it. I don't want to miss out on anything. I.. want to be a part of my life. Even if I long for being able to fly among the clouds.
.. I wonder if I will meet you there..? Will I be able to belong where you are then? Or will I only be able to see you from above? Or.. will I forget everything? I'd rather live a whole life full of pain and agony than forget everything. I don't want to forget you. I don't want to wait for you and after my last breath forget you. Without you, I am not me. I would not adore the sky, I would not care for it. Forgetting you would change everything. My feelings, my thoughts. Me. If sorrow is the price for my thoughts and feelings.. Then I love it.
But something changed today.
I did not feel the sorrow so much like I use to. It is there, deep down in my chest, but today when I looked at the sky I felt something else too.
A little more left from my chest I could feel you, existing in my heart.
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