Time, what is time? A question you should ask you with many thoughts behind. Everyone says that time is money and a luxury that many people doesn’t have here in their life. Why is that?

Time is for no one and you should not be afraid for the tomorrow that will come to everyone. Because you don’t have a clue what is going to happen the next day so why think so much. I say just live your life as it comes and that is the most we could do about the situation. But in one way I can’t agree at all with what I just said because I don’t live by it. I have to think and take my time to clear out the things I have in my head and I don’t know why I have them there and it’s keep messing with me all the time. And there we have it again “Time". Everything is about time so why can’t we control it like other stuffs we can control?

If we could control time we should abuses it too much and then it all will fall apart. So sometimes it feels like this is the last moment I have here on planet earth. Just sitting here and thinking too much and I can’t get anywhere because I never get all the way to the answers by my thinking.

“Scars and drugs helps me from time to time to clear out my head for a while so I can take a break from all the things that comes up to my head" (told by a friend of mine, and I understand him) rough times can be very rough and you have to do what you need to do.

On the highway 4: am you walking all alone and hope for the heavy traffic to hit you so you can meet your friend again. “But don’t let go because it’s such wonderful life" people says to me but that is just things they say because they don’t want to know about a person that committed suicide on the highway that they know about.

All people have their death wish in their life but some people have it more than once each day because all the ghosts in their heads. He says that to me and I try to understand why but can’t do it completely! I wish I can understand but I don’t have it ruff like he have it. I’m just the ordinary person that goes alone with he’s mind.

Wonderful life is it….. I can’t call this wonderful. But don’t let go, too much to live for. But that step from the bridge that is more than 1000 feet from the ground is always the answer to everything he always keeps saying. It’s just all about the time, and when the time is here I will fall and feel myself free for the first time he says.

Time to realize that this is all about time that we can’t control and it do things with us. Hard times hit us all with great power that we can’t resist. We can’t hug it so it’s time to open your eyes for those of you that can do something with your time you get.

Nothing to feel sorry for and cry about because it’s just a life and you were created to do something better than this with such little time here. People takes there time to cry and show their sorrow to people that pass away and that is not money and luxury. That’s love and it feels better then loves itself. It’s burning and it feels hot all the time for like 2 weeks and then it’s all over. Life moves on and we have to think to make our future better for us self and not for the dead people that pass away.

So I jump of this bridge and you will cry for a 2 weeks time because I’m gone then you don’t have the time to think of it anymore. I get my chance to feel free and you get 1 problem less to think about he says to the people he talk to.

Annons

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April 2012