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Ever had a feeling of hate so strong that really shakes you up? a feeling that is so unbearable that you want to let it explode and for once in your life not care about anything or anyone? So strong that you've not only felt hate but the thought you can't let this person live? that for one instant you just want to rip his or her's face off and make them suffer?
This is the second time i've felt it and if i don't get him out of my life i will fucking do something horrible and i won't care.
crazy stuff to write here.
But it's enough, i can't take this much longer.
No respect for anyone in the family, acts like is the fucking boss, won't even move his lazy fatass to shop some bread and now threatens to hit me? like it's something i need, something i deserve.
No, no more of that shiet, look i need to write this off and just not care, i need to get it out and here works best
I should'a have beaten the crap out off him, just end it there and send him to the hospital for good and just fuck it all, because he was so damn close to hit mom and if he woulda have or he does touch her, he better have a god besides him.
Fucking knew that dream meant something like this, just fucking knew it.
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xCoComi
Mon 5 May 2014 20:12
I have. Some that I wouldnt even need a second to think about wanting to kill. it sounds horrible and mean.
But I think we can agree than neither of us are ppl that gets mad easily so the fact that anyone has made us sooo mad that the anger is just impossible to keep in , means that that person need to rot in hell.
So.. I dont know whats going on. But I can tell u ur not the only one with such feelings. ive had these feelings bubbeling and growing for each day for almost a year now.
and today i was reminded of this anger and i almost started crying cuz i was sooo mad that i couldnt do anything els while my friends said to be "arnt you over that already?"
..god
im here for u if u need to talk! seriously
But I think we can agree than neither of us are ppl that gets mad easily so the fact that anyone has made us sooo mad that the anger is just impossible to keep in , means that that person need to rot in hell.
So.. I dont know whats going on. But I can tell u ur not the only one with such feelings. ive had these feelings bubbeling and growing for each day for almost a year now.
and today i was reminded of this anger and i almost started crying cuz i was sooo mad that i couldnt do anything els while my friends said to be "arnt you over that already?"
..god
im here for u if u need to talk! seriously
Darovaec
Mon 5 May 2014 21:51
If only it weren't because he is my dad and mom loves him, i wouldn't have hesitated 1 sec.
But i can hardly hold it in, i just want to burst and go crazy.
i'm sorry i made you think of it, not my intention but i just had to let go.
Hopefully we can manage something out.
I'll talk to yah, when i feel more calm. thank you <3
But i can hardly hold it in, i just want to burst and go crazy.
i'm sorry i made you think of it, not my intention but i just had to let go.
Hopefully we can manage something out.
I'll talk to yah, when i feel more calm. thank you <3
xCoComi
Tue 6 May 2014 10:23
Oh no dear , u didint make me think of it. My friends were talking about it earlier.. and when i told them to shut the fuck up (aaah..i dont say such things normally) they only said "arnt you over that already?" mmaaah
mmkay im here okay? :O even if u only wanna burst into flames , i can write to me, all the anger!
mmkay im here okay? :O even if u only wanna burst into flames , i can write to me, all the anger!
Darovaec
Tue 6 May 2014 11:10
Well, it's fine to say that when you are angry, you aren't expected to be calm or show respect, depending on the situation you are suppose to listen and understand even with all the anger inside.
Now on their part, they shoulda have supported you and taking understanding that you don't want to hear anything about that from them, just bitch-slap'em!
I just want him gone and at the same time not only and just ONLY because mom still want him, so i think atleast but i won't stand for him anymore, because if he can't understand and see what the fuck he is doing wrong then i might just kick his ass.
Because hell this is his fault for being a lazy ass mofo and threatening me because i raised my voice a bit and him expecting me to give him respect just because he is my father, no. Father or not respect is earned and there is no way i will give him that.
Now on their part, they shoulda have supported you and taking understanding that you don't want to hear anything about that from them, just bitch-slap'em!
I just want him gone and at the same time not only and just ONLY because mom still want him, so i think atleast but i won't stand for him anymore, because if he can't understand and see what the fuck he is doing wrong then i might just kick his ass.
Because hell this is his fault for being a lazy ass mofo and threatening me because i raised my voice a bit and him expecting me to give him respect just because he is my father, no. Father or not respect is earned and there is no way i will give him that.
xCoComi
Tue 6 May 2014 22:36
RIGHT? RIGHT? D: thank u for saying that. seriously.
its a matter that i NEED support. ive been so down and angry and down right depressed about the situation. so id really like some sopport from my so called friends...they dont even wanna hear about it. just cuz im normally the type to keep it all in and not talk about anything.. but.. this time its too hard for me i just dont know how to move on...
You are so right my friends. just cuz he is your father doesnt mean you have to respect him respect is EARNED.
me too , i dont even talk to my father anymore. i cant stand him. he doesnt respect me so i wont respect him!
though for me its easier. my parents divorced a looong time ago and i live alone now.. though sometimes i still go there cuz my siblings do. however it always ends up with me leaving with my eyes filled with tears.
so... have u talked to ur mom about it?
its a matter that i NEED support. ive been so down and angry and down right depressed about the situation. so id really like some sopport from my so called friends...they dont even wanna hear about it. just cuz im normally the type to keep it all in and not talk about anything.. but.. this time its too hard for me i just dont know how to move on...
You are so right my friends. just cuz he is your father doesnt mean you have to respect him respect is EARNED.
me too , i dont even talk to my father anymore. i cant stand him. he doesnt respect me so i wont respect him!
though for me its easier. my parents divorced a looong time ago and i live alone now.. though sometimes i still go there cuz my siblings do. however it always ends up with me leaving with my eyes filled with tears.
so... have u talked to ur mom about it?
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