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"People say you don't know what you've got until it's gone. Truth is, you knew what you had, you just never thought you'd lose it."
It's true that we take everything for granted, no matter what it is.
We forget how much we valued the things we had and we only realise how much that meant till it's gone.
For as long as i can remember i have lied about things to protect myself, for me lying was the only way not to get hurt, school wasn't exactly filled with nice and funny people, not all of them atleast.
When you are the person they see fit to be under their power, their decisions and "truth", you have to iether rise to stand against or find a way to comfort yourself.
I took the easy way, because lying is easy and once you get the hang of it, it follows you till the end.
As far as saying that, no matter for what reason you do it for it's never right, in the end good or bad karma is always there.
I've lied so much i believed myself being a mythomaniac even if people told me that i ain't.
I want to make a change, actually i started it not long ago and so far it's been good.
Except that i still need to lie at home, as things aren't exactly in tip-top shape and to not make it worse, holding this lie on is the only way.
But i don't want to lie to friends again, i've lost too many and even if by not lying anymore, they won't come back but i'm still gonna keep this up, no lies and no broken promises, i just wish my stupidity goes away along the dissapointment.
Well i just wanted to rant and write stuff, i'm sorry for any lies i've said and sorry for not being bright enough to remember, i'm so damn sorry.
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"People say you don't know what you've got until it's gone. Truth is, you knew what you had, you just never thought you'd lose it."
It's true that we take everything for granted, no matter what it is.
We forget how much we valued the things we had and we only realise how much that meant till it's gone.
For as long as i can remember i have lied about things to protect myself, for me lying was the only way not to get hurt, school wasn't exactly filled with nice and funny people, not all of them atleast.
When you are the person they see fit to be under their power, their decisions and "truth", you have to iether rise to stand against or find a way to comfort yourself.
I took the easy way, because lying is easy and once you get the hang of it, it follows you till the end.
As far as saying that, no matter for what reason you do it for it's never right, in the end good or bad karma is always there.
I've lied so much i believed myself being a mythomaniac even if people told me that i ain't.
I want to make a change, actually i started it not long ago and so far it's been good.
Except that i still need to lie at home, as things aren't exactly in tip-top shape and to not make it worse, holding this lie on is the only way.
But i don't want to lie to friends again, i've lost too many and even if by not lying anymore, they won't come back but i'm still gonna keep this up, no lies and no broken promises, i just wish my stupidity goes away along the dissapointment.
Well i just wanted to rant and write stuff, i'm sorry for any lies i've said and sorry for not being bright enough to remember, i'm so damn sorry.
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