19 February 2008
So am I still waiting
For this world to stop hating
Can't find a good reason
Can't find hope to believe in
Meeting you was fate, becomeing your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you, was out of my control
Do you still remember back when days were longer, dreams were bigger then
The weight of the world had not yet landed on the shoulders of a man
I thought that time stood still, sheltered, protected
take me back, back to better days
Cause this time between is wasting me away
Take me back, when we were not afraid
Cause this time between is wasting me away
There was a day when this world went to war and didn't bat an eye
Real life in the movies felt the same to me and I never questioned why
I know the difference now..
So now we're running, we're running blind into the light
And we fall behind
We're running and wasting away with time
The stars will cry the blackest tears tonight
And this is the moment that I live for
I can smell the ocean air
Here I am, pouring my heart onto these rooftops
Just a ghost to the world
That's exa
Walking example of you
Just wait for the silence
Talking backwards to you
It meant nothing to me
Watching the world fall on you
I'm keeping my eyes closed
Now I can see what this means to you
I
This wasted so many nights and again
I've wasted so much time on a friend
Too young, too proud to understand
So this is the end
How the hell'd we wind up like this
And why weren't we able
To see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables
I wish you'd unclench your fists
And unpack your suitcase
Lately ther
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyo
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
I don't know how to let anyone else in
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
I am afraid .....
I hope the ring you gave to her turns her finger green
I hope when you're in bed with her
You think of me
I would never wish bad things but I don't wish you well
Could you tell
By the flames tha
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