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YEAH!! HERE IS THA KOKIxKAME TO TOPVE! :'D (same rules, same shit, gillar du inte pojkexpojke så LÄS INTE FÖR FAN >__<') TRUE FANFICTION FFS! THIS BOND WILL NEVER VANISH There is no time here. Not anymore. As I think and think, I’m far from any clue about this place. It’s just as if everything ended and only I went on after those strange, blinding lights. Where am I supposed to be? And what did truly happen? I’m getting freaked by the known that I don’t know where I really am. As if I’ve been here forever, I can’t remember anything before I passed to this place, I don’t remember whether my looks or name… the question is, did I even have a name? Nobody’s here to tell me anything. It’s dark; still I perfectly know where to go when I want to. Right now though, I just want to lie down. I’ve done ever since I went to here. There’s some kind of pain harassing me, it’s just a feeling as light as a fucking sting of a mosquito. Maybe this is death. The thought flies through me, but with a sudden heart pound I realize it doesn’t matter to me. No matter matter. I shudder, and shun the coldness that’s gotten up around me. It should be time to get up moving, it’s worthless to be lying here as wrapped with silk, an already dead human in the end of his youth. I can’t, I can’t even settle the trying of standing up. Far away, the silence breaks by yawps and shouts, though I’m not able to see who’s there I feel the hands on my shoulders. Far away, an angel’s calling out, shushing to the passed away male, trying to shunt away the visitor that’s fallen over the lifeless body. “He’ll be better without you!” the wrong-thinking typical sin-fearing angel’s trying to say. The visitor can’t see angels. I hear mumbles; the shadow’s are falling from the place where I’m lying, everything’s so white and bright. It could be painful if I only thought of it, it could really be. You’re standing there, not far and not close to me, smiling in a way I somehow know I love, telling me with no words to come closer. There’s nothing to stop men, this new place doesn’t fetter me no more. Falling into your arms, you’re facing me out, and I am only paralyzed when I feel your hands stroking my face, gently, ‘cause though I don’t know your name I’ve a strong feeling of you loving me as much as my heart beats for you right now. “Koki”, I hear you say, and I calmly realize that’s my name, forgotten since so very long. “Koki, you’re so far away now.” I want to tell you no, tell you it can’t be, that I’m just standing here, in your arms, but there’s an unwritten rule of this place; don’t ever let a word roll over your lips. “There’s been almost a month, Koki. Please come back, please, we can’t bear losing you as well… It’s so empty without you.” And after some more of this unknown time, you say: “Don’t you die, I… I love you.” The angel’s crying bitter tears, thinking another sinner just got banned from his heaven, and flies away, leaving the dying man to his faith. The man’s waking up. They say I woke up just as they were supposed to kill me. They say you’d been sitting by my hospital bed in days more than it should be. They say I woke up by hearing you speak. They say I don’t - can’t - remember anything from the place I went to in the coma. I guess I’ll just have to comply with them, they’re doctors and they know the best. Still I’m almost screaming every time you seem like you don’t care if I was living or dead, Kame. (In the middle of so much pain that it is not even possible to stand still, the light I say inside was joined to it. It’s okay to lie; it’s okay to shed tears. That time, in that place - this bond will never vanish.
Annons
spellbound
Thu 14 Jun 2007 12:13
OMG... Jag har sagt det förut (miljoner gånger) och jag säger det igen: Om inte du blir författare är jag rädd att jag dödar dig! :O
miladyjuliet
Thu 14 Jun 2007 12:14
min lönnmördare tänker döda mig om jag inte blir författare... ghmmm... .ahhhummmm.... då får jag väl ta och BLI DET DÅ! XD
Anonymous
Thu 14 Jun 2007 08:01
wha ser långt ut Ö_ö ska nog läsa senare när jag kommer hem ^^;;
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