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lately i met a guy from Melbourne online and added him on MSN
he said he wanted to hang out last Saturday
ok cool, so we made an appointment......
but i forgot the plan with him and made the other over it
when i asked him if we could change the day we meet up
he freaks out and says he's seriuosly upset about it
i knew it was my fault so i did said sorry and stuffs
but he really took it bad and couldn't feel OK about it at all
tho i've said sorry for many times ??
at first i thought " is this guy sick or what ?
why would anyone get upset from this ??
he told me he felt like out friendship was nothing by what i've done
friendship ..?
OK, that just gives me creeps.... Hooolly what the hell ?!
i just met him like 2 weeks ago ?
but one thing kind of comes from the back of my head later on
he reminds of my young age,
i sort of nearly trust so much on others and saw every friendship meant a lot to me
until the day one of my best mate took the girl i was after without even telling me
he was into her as well ...... fuck you man by the way
and until the day i went overseas for studying
i was sending messages and only few of them replied
even less of them replied a couple of months after that
at the end , nearly none of my friends from my land would even care if im still alive or shit
i was so upset by it and thinking over and over why they did this to me
this is the conclusion i got by the end after seeing all these "Friends" in my life
---->> Get the Fuck Off from me ...
i guess this is the protection i pull up after being hurt ....
it's a shield i build to enclose myself from the others..
but i guess i was wrong after all
it's hard to change all of a sudden
but i know i was wrong
if you can't love
and sometimes get hurt so badly by doing it
what other could you live on for , man ?
anyhoo,,, just got some inspirations from this man whom seems like a gay by saying
"i feel like our friendship was nothing "
but also who might know what friendship is all about .....
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