i was feeling so bad last night ,,

jonna told me to turn up some music to full volume

and just let yourself goes nuts

LOL well , didn't try last night coz it was like 12am

but i did this morning ,,

i guess music makes me happy

but what really makes me alive again is singing

it just feels so good ......

i started singing when i was like 5 ?

at that time i was listening Teresa Deng and always trying to imatate her a lot ..XD

after that a couple of chinese pop singers like Jackie chen, aMay , david tao , lee hom

started becoming my singing inspiration, i meant , i know to sing most of their songs

and learned a lot from them .....

from then , i started recording my voice into the computer a lot as well

i think i started it alreayd when i was 9 or 10 with those tape recorder LOL

i don't know why i did it ,, i guess i just enjoyed it so much

since then i've been recording my singing on computer so much until now

and ,, most of them just sound crap ....i think

i never really get others listen to them ........ except few people

and i never really feel my voice sounds good ...

coz i've been recording and listening to it myself .......................

but anyway ....

singing never goes away from my life

i felt alive when performing i would say .......

while sometimes it is struggling when can't make a song as perfect as i want it

but things are always like that

you just learn by doing it more and more

hahaha , the other funny thing is

coz i just do those recording too much

i got two times my neighbor knocked my door telling me to shut the fuck up ....

LOLL hahhaa

but it's just a bit too hard to take singing away from me ....

he never knocks on my door again after last time

i guess now he's dealing with it better .......-__ -

to sum it up

to me, singing is like all the other art works

it's like you're creating a piece of art work by singing

you're expressing yourself through the music ,, with the SOUND !

imaging human sound as one of the instrument

and it's so free ,, emotional,

i think EVERY SINGLE PERSON can sing !!

becoz in real life ,

any kind of sound is potentially beautiful

so as any person's voice

if anyone tells you that you can't sing

that's BULLSHIT

you just need to be true to your music

that's the most important when you sing i think

sing is to represent what's the most beautiful sound to you

that's what i think about singing ...

yeah

and thx for the suggestion jonna :D:D it helps !!!!

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October 2010