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I couldn't quite remember the first time I realized I was in love with Him. But the feelings came to me relatively fast.
I knew I wanted to tell him so many times, because I had never, ever felt anything like this before and I wanted to scream it out to the entire world.
But my head told me not to. Maybe it was too fast. Maybe he didn't love me back. I definetly knew he cared about me and liked me alot, but love...
love is such a powerful word, to me. I can recall myself thinking that I would tell him on new years eve.
It would be the most romantic ending to the old year and it would start off the new year perfectly. But he didn't feel the need to wait.
I don't remember the exact date but I believe it was in the beginning of December. I was laying on top of he in his bed, feeling his warmth from his body on mine.
This was the way it was always supposed to be, I was thinking. We were talking and laughing and kissing. It was perfect.
Then, he looked me more deeply in my eyes than he ever had before, and uttered the magic words; "I love you." I was stunned.
It felt like a wave of confusion, happiness and some strange feeling I couldn't put a name on, came all over me.
I had never heard those words before, directed to me. I didn't really know how to react. Or as a matter of fact, I really knew exactly the right thing to do,
which was to tell him that I loved him too. But I couldn't. I could feel tears fill my eyes, but I didn't let them fall. I couldn't understand what was going on with me.
The guy I really did love was telling me that he loved me, and I couldn't utter one single word, even though my heart were screaming out to me to do so.
But I neved really believed someone like him could love someone like me. I didn't know if I believed him, somehow.
I put my arms around him and buried my face in between his neck and shoulder. He smelled so good. I really loved him. And I told him so, later on that day.
When the shock had disappeared from my body and I finally realized how lucky I was. At least, when I told him I loved him, so much, I knew I meant the words.
I knew I wanted to tell him so many times, because I had never, ever felt anything like this before and I wanted to scream it out to the entire world.
But my head told me not to. Maybe it was too fast. Maybe he didn't love me back. I definetly knew he cared about me and liked me alot, but love...
love is such a powerful word, to me. I can recall myself thinking that I would tell him on new years eve.
It would be the most romantic ending to the old year and it would start off the new year perfectly. But he didn't feel the need to wait.
I don't remember the exact date but I believe it was in the beginning of December. I was laying on top of he in his bed, feeling his warmth from his body on mine.
This was the way it was always supposed to be, I was thinking. We were talking and laughing and kissing. It was perfect.
Then, he looked me more deeply in my eyes than he ever had before, and uttered the magic words; "I love you." I was stunned.
It felt like a wave of confusion, happiness and some strange feeling I couldn't put a name on, came all over me.
I had never heard those words before, directed to me. I didn't really know how to react. Or as a matter of fact, I really knew exactly the right thing to do,
which was to tell him that I loved him too. But I couldn't. I could feel tears fill my eyes, but I didn't let them fall. I couldn't understand what was going on with me.
The guy I really did love was telling me that he loved me, and I couldn't utter one single word, even though my heart were screaming out to me to do so.
But I neved really believed someone like him could love someone like me. I didn't know if I believed him, somehow.
I put my arms around him and buried my face in between his neck and shoulder. He smelled so good. I really loved him. And I told him so, later on that day.
When the shock had disappeared from my body and I finally realized how lucky I was. At least, when I told him I loved him, so much, I knew I meant the words.
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