12 May 2010
He told me once that if I kept it up long enough I'd probably get wise enough to be silly in public, but I probably won't wait that long.
If I was a spider princess, she said, I would spin webs the color of sky & catch drops of sunlight to give to children who watch too much tv & then everyone would remember to come outside 
I was waiting for the longest time, she said. I thought you forgot. It's hard to forget, I said, when there is such an empty space when you are gone.
I will always remember the day when the sun shone dark on your hair & I forgot where we were & kissed you lightly on the nose & suddenly there was no more secret.
She left pieces of her life behind her everywhere she went. It's easier to feel the sunlight without them, she said.
I have too much to lose, she said, if I cross that line. Like what? I said. She could not think of anything that day so she said she'd get back to me. Since then I've been thinking what I would lose i
The secret is not in your hand or your eye or your voice, my aunt once told me. The secret is in your heart. Of course, she said, knowing that doesn't make it any easier.
Most people don't know there are angels whose only job is to make sure you don't get too comfortable & fall asleep & miss your life
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