the darkness bleeds violent sights it purges from within death, it holds you in its arms and kisses you goodnight oh, oh, oh, the darkness comes oh, oh, oh, i feel its bite oh, it purges from within it's over, it's over this haunting, it's over they cut my wrists, and watch me bleed inside a dream it's over, it's over this haunting, it's over they cut my wrists and watch me bleed they stop haunting me the darkness bleeds violent sights it purges from within death, it holds you in its arms and kisses you goodnight oh, oh, oh, the darkness comes oh, oh, oh, i feel its bite oh, it purges from within it's over, it's over this haunting, it's over they cut my wrists, and watch me bleed inside a dream it's over, it's over this haunting, it's over they cut my wrists and watch me bleed they stop haunting me 

Stop your fucking bawwing this instant. I am not here to comfort you. I am not here to listen to your story and say "there there. everything will be ok." So stop your fucking crying.

You want to know why I dont care about your sadness? Because you shouldnt be sad. And I know, I know. This is serious shit...and its important...and you dont know what you are going to do now. But at the end of the day, it is the same shit that ll of us have to go through.

For the past month, I have been down and out. All over some broad that knows I love her, but doesnt ove me. She thinks of my love only as being awkward. And she still wants me to be her best freind. On top of that, I am a failure at pretty much everything I do, and I have yet to do anything that my parents can be proud of.

But you know what?

I am fucking awesome.

Now, I will admit that I havent held a dying man in my arms..No serious shit like that. but its all the same. People go through shit every day of their lives, and that is WHAT LIFE IS. So grab a beer, pop a top, and toast taht you ARE STILL ALIVE. Give a toast to those who arent. Those that died so you could be free. GAVE THEIR LIVES, SO THAT YOU COULD HATE YOURS.

You are fucking awesome. But you dont want to admit it. You go through shit day in and day out. YET YOU LIVE! This world cannot beat you. It cannot destroy you. There is no same in defeat as long as the spirit is not conquered. DON'T FUCKING GIVE UP. You are a good, decent person who is in hard times. You deserve somebody. You deserve a hug. You deserve a kiss at night. You deserve a friend. Don't you EVER fucking think differently.

You.

Are.

Awesome.


Fucking act like it.