...and then you realise that all you need and everything you want today is a kiss. So it hits you again, it slaps you hard in your ugly face, tries to suffocate you as slow as ever, punches you in your fat stomache and comes down on you like some kind of evil curse: "Remember my final words. You are not allowed to feel anything in this world, though love is not for you, dear. This is not the vendetta of yours, for someone else you are now meant to suffer... suffer....... suff.... " And while the pain slowly makes you numb again, without realising it, you once again sink deeper and deeper inside your head. And, without knowing, understand that it is the only way... Because we all know what will happen if the great big red frog catches you with its sticky tounge. So with loads of odd things occuring in your mind, including yellow and shivering lightbulbs, yourself in peculiar playgrounds, and a beautiful red forest... You fall asleep again, taking large gulps of some potion of confusion... So you keep yourself locked inside your dreams and your music, trying not to get to close to anyone else... Trying not to sell yourself for only a glance at someone who's real... Trying not to steal it instead... Trying to manage being awake but still asleep, to hide from the pain... -The pain that hits you, slaps you hard in your ugly face, tries to suffocate you as slow as ever, punches you in your fat stomache and comes down on you like some kind of evil curse when you desperatly try to seak comfort in those eyes again. When you desperatly try to seek comfort in those eyes, and suddenly... you realise that all you need and everything you want today is a kiss... Now as wide-awake as ever, once more. -Clinging to that moment when you will be numb again.

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