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Survive
My fear of pain
has lead me here
for too many years
I’ve wanted to disappear
So sick and tired
of trying to fight
a part of me wants to give up
another tells me it's gonna be alright
My lifestyle might seem dangerous
but I’m just trying to survive
some days I’m on top of the world
others I don't even wanna be alive
My tears are dry
but my throat is numb
all these desires
to which I blindly succumb
I tried to kill the sorrow
but failed to control this anxiety
I tried to fall asleep
but I’ve had so much on my mind lately
These reasons for all that is wrong
takes away my free will
I’m living in a real nightmare
with monsters in my mind that I can't kill
All these years, close to decade
I’ve been fighting on the wrong side
talking freely about my personal life
but my true feeling I still hide
*written my me
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