6 March 2008
Natten var ljuv, natten var sval.
Det långa samtalet i dubbelsängen var lugnt och sansat, och vi var överens.
För första gången på så oerhört länge.
Jag tog en lång promenad, ensam. Inga hundar.
Andras tidiga morgon - min sena, så väldigt ljusa natt.
Målade våra bokstäver med mitt stela finger i snön. Hjärtat mellan dem ersattes snart av mitt fotavtryck. Ingen hård, agressiv spark. Bara ett mjukt avtramp, det första lätta steget mot morgondagen.
Musiken ljöd i mina öron. Nu sjunger bilderna sången för er.
Wake in a sweat again
Another day's been laid to waste
In my disgrace
Stuck in my head again
Feels like I'll never leave this place
There's no escape
I'm my own worst enemy
I've given up...
Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say
But trying to be genuine was harder than it seemed
But somehow I got caught up in between
Let me apologize to begin with
Telling me to go
But hands beg me to stay
Your lips say that you love
Your eyes say that you hate
Theres truth in your lies
Doubt in your faith
What you build you lay to waste
Theres truth in
I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here
So if you're asking
Are you lost, In your lies?
Do you tell yourself, I don't realize?
Your crusade's a disguise
Replace freedom with fear,
You trade money for lives.
I'm aware of what you've done.
No, no more
I close both locks below the window.
I close both blinds and turn away.
Sometimes solutions aren’t so simple.
Sometimes goodbye’s the only way, oh.
And the sun will set for you
The sun will
Water grey
through the windows
Up the stairs
Chilling rain
Like an ocean
Everywhere
Don't want to reach for me do you?
I mean nothing to you
The Little Things Give You Away
And now there
In this farewell
There’s no blood
There’s no alibi
‘Cause I’ve drawn regret
From the truth
Of a thousand lies
So let mercy come
And wash away
What I’ve done
I'll face myself
To
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