Sunday 24 May 2009 photo 1/1
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Sunday 24 May 2009 photo 1/1
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swim in and out of memory
to and from my conscious mind
tumble around in my broken heart
you will not leave
your memory holds a piece of me
of my shattered broken self
it takes away my smile
and leaves me weak
so i torture myself
hoping to find that broken part of me
i listen to that song
that makes me think of you
makes me think of your smile
of your laugh
makes my heart break a little more
makes me cry a little harder
I look at the messages
you sent me long ago
the ones i saved because they made me smile
now they torture me
i struggle jumping into the air
as if you could be brought
down from the sky
you are always
just beyond my reach
I torture myself trying
i do all of this
beacause i do believe
that this is all my fault
and i deserve to be
tortured